was sitting at the Stadium this evening watching a soccer training.
very interesting. the way they trained never crossed your mind, haha, or maybe just mine.
will probably be going to the Stadium to swim after work soon.
near and quiet.

actually today was meant for a short catch up with my younger cousin.
honestly i'm glad to see that she found something she loves. we do meet up occasionally and everytime she talks to me, i could feel her efforts in constantly seeking her own happiness and security.
No, i'm not talking about finding a boyfriend in her case. It's about doing the things she loves and finding the things she could believe in. while most of us just sit there and say "it's useless...", "just let it be..", she tells herself "no, this is not working out. i'm going out to search for what is really me, and the things i really want to do."
and the next few meet ups (maybe after half a year or so), you see her already settling on something and the enthusiasm in her eyes when she talks to you about it.
moving on to the next stage of her life, she continues it, but works hard in substaining her love for the sport, but when team spirit is no longer present in a new environment, she went on to look for the team spirit she wants to feel in another sport.

it's a beginning now, there are still messes from the previous love to clean up, but the right thing to do is to face these problems, and move on to your next love. and i can tell she's moving on happily, at the same time as she's trying to face up to her problems.

that's the way to go, girl.