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Thursday, May 25, 2006

Risks. The necessary things in life.

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I can't seem to make myself understand what is taking risks like.

If life is like this everyday, safe and always smooth, then what is life actually?

"Everything will be okay..." Even though she just said this briefly to me yesterday, i was touched and motivated. It's like suddenly, every breath that was blocking my lungs from breathing was let out at once.

I realised i forgot something. Something important that made me learn how to swim. I forgot the coach, and his words. I forgot how he held me hands and scolded me when i was drowning. I forgot how i felt when i let go of his hands and struggled on my own until i actually made it.

I'm old enough already. Old enough to be independent. Old enough to teach myself discipline, and old enough to remind myself not to give up.