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Bleach! i'm coming back to you!

"Ishida... Can you take me up above the dome? Please..."
It was easy enough to guess what she would ask. I couldn't say no. But, I would immediately come to regret that decision.



Kurosaki: Damn it!
Ulquiorra: Do you get it now? No matter how much you look like an arrancar or how similar your moves are, the difference between us is like night and day.
Ulquiorra: For a human or a shinigami to try and obtain power by impersonating a hollow is only natural. However, hollows and humans will never stand as equals.
Kurosaki: (picks up his sword) --Getsuga..
Ulquoirra: I'm telling you it's useless!!!


Ulquiorra: Why don't you let go of your sword?
Ulquiorra: You can see the difference in our strength. Do you still think you can defeat me?
Kurosaki: ... The difference... in strength...
Ulquiorra: What about it?
Kurosaki: Do you think I should give up... just because you're stronger than me...? I've always known...you were strong... Nothing I see now...will change my mind... I will defeat you...


Ulquiorra: You are a fool. Kurosaki Ichigo. You should fear my power. Yet you fight like you think you can win. I don't understand you!
Ulquiorra: If that's because of what you call a heart, then it is the heart that's causing you human pain. It is because of your heart that you will die.
Kurosaki: I don't fight... because I think I can win... I fight... because I have to win!



Heart?
You humans say the word so easily. Just like it's something you can hold in your hand. This eye of mine is all-seeing. There is nothing I cannot perceive. That which I cannot see does not exist. I have fought this far knowing that. What is a heart? Will I find it if I rip your chest apart? Will I find it if I crack open your skull?




Inoue: Kurosaki-kun...?
Ulquiorra: So you've come, woman.
Ulquiorra: You're just in time. Watch closely. This is the moment the man you've put your hopes on will lose his life.



---

She's calling me. I can hear her. Stand up. Stand up. I... I will protect her.




Ulquiorra: Impossible. He can't be alive. What is that?
Ulquiorra: Who are you?
Kurosaki: RRAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Ulquiorra: Looks like words are useless.
Kurosaki: (fired a Cero)
Ulquiorra: Impossible... That was a Cero! One powerful enough to blast away a Cero Oscura! It can't be... No matter how much it looks like one, there's no way a human can use a Cero...
Kurosaki: (tears Ulquiorra's left arm off his shoulders) AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!


Ishida: Kurosaki... That's enough! You've won. He may be the enemy, but there's no need to carve up his corpse.
Ishida: That's enough... Kurosaki. Can you hear me!? I said stop it...! If you keep this up, you won't be human anymore! Kurosaki!
Kurosaki: (threw his zanpakuto right through Ishida's torso)
Inoue: ISHIDA!!!!!!
Kurosaki: (to Inoue) ... You. Help you. I'll help you.



"Help me, Kurosaki!" It's my fault. Because of what I said, Kurosaki-kun tried to help me. Why...? I trained so hard so I wouldn't be a burden to him. I came here because I wanted to protect him. So why when it came down to it...
Why did I want him to save me?



Inoue: Stop Kurosaki-kun! Stop!!!
Ulquiorra: ... My arm and leg and body are regenerating, but it's just a front. The innards he blew away won't return.


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Kurosaki: Inoue...you okay? Ishida...!
Ishida: ... finally woken up, have you...
Kurosaki: That wound... did I do that...? You sure are a stubborn one...
Kurosaki: (suddenly remembers his opponent) Ulquiorra...!
Ishida: (as Ulquiorra pulls Kurosaki's sword out of Ishida's torso) Ugh!!
Ulquiorra: Take it. Let's finish this.
Kurosaki: The one who did that to Ishida... was that me?
Ulquiorra: Don't ask me.
Kurosaki: The one who cut off your left arm and leg... was that me too?
Ulquiorra: ...


Ulquiorra: (seeing that his wings had started to fade into dust) ...Hmph! I guess that's it for me.
Ulquiorra: Kill me. Hurry up. I don't even have the strength left to walk... If you don't kill me now, it will never be over.
Kurosaki: I won't do it.
Ulquiorra: ... What?
Kurosaki: I said I refuse! This... This isn't the way I wanted to win!!!
Ulquiorra: --Hmph... Even in the end... you never do what I wanted...



Ulquiorra: I'm finally starting to find you guys a little interesting. (Reaching out to hold Inoue's hand, and asked again...for the hundredth time) Are you scared of me, woman?
Inoue: (Reached out for Ulquiorra's hand) I'm not scared.
Ulquiorra: I see. (as he fade into dust)




Those faint... final words... What is that?
What would I see if I rip your chest apart? If I crack open your skull, what would I see inside? You humans say the word so easily. Just like... Oh, I get it. This is it.
This here in my hand.
The heart.








Oh man! There goes my favourite bad guy.
Been so long since i last followed up with my favourite manga,
one and half years.!
and when i finally catch up,
he died.
The above roughly explains how it happened.
I wanted to put the whole chapter down.
But i know it's so damn boring, lol!
Pardon my urge to post this entry.
It means something cos this is my favourite character.
Anyway my readers would usually scroll down to read only readable paragraphs riiiiiiiiiight?
heee!
Alright a decent post up next!

i haven't had any inspiration to get creative lately.
my brain seems to have close shop since the day i stopped working.
too happy i guess.
caught up with my manga yesterday
and I realised I really love Kubo's style (what else, his drawings of course), lol!
yeap! so my brain juice kinda unclogs itself afterthat
and i managed to draw something and finish a pair of shoes.
Hee.
im too excited! take a look.
but of course, it's not as good as i expected.
but oh well, unless i use shoe white,
everything more or less stay put alright. hah!



I LOVE SINGAPORE!

it was real cold everywhere today.
guess they really blasted the aircon, hah!

i am an NDPeep! (shld hav signed Dad up, argh)
but i had to recite the pledge again to recall it.
damn.
i love singapore ok!

"It is far better to confront a person or situation than to hide our anger away, brood on it and nuture resentment in our hearts. Yet if we indiscriminately express negative thoughts and emotions simply on the grounds that they must be articulated, there is a strong possibility, for all the reasons I have given, that we will lose control and overreact. Thus the important thing is to be discriminating, both in terms of the feelings we express and in how we express them."

This phrase from the Dalai Lama was shown to me by a colleague.
She pointed out to me that THIS is my weakness.
Maybe it really is.
My weakness: to endure the wrong things and build anger.




i've kept quiet all this while,
but that doesn't mean that there's nothing on my mind.
the fact that i have kept quiet and gave in all this time does not mean I am okay with being taken for granted.

though my emotions are still not bursting out,
i feel like i could vomit now.
maybe i've hid too much of my anger,
or maybe something else.

i've always thought everything in my life is within my control.
and i will steer my ship in any direction i want.
maybe i really am too idealistic.
i forgot there are storms at sea too.
i forgot that there are things in nature which are out of my control
and these things will always look for me when i least expect it.

stillĀ even if i cant control it,
i always have my will to deny it.
and i know i can be stronger this time.

i'm pretty happy at this point of time.
my life is coming back again.

i miss staying out late.
i miss the smell of the night.
i miss doing things as and when i like.
i miss the feeling of being youthful again.
i miss laughing my heart out.
i miss the taste of beer.
i miss my friends.

and most of all,
i miss being myself.
very much.

my first training workshop

my 3hour long workshop is finally over.
started late but was really surprised to have been able to keep to the given time frame.
being a first timer, i didn't do a good job,
but hope everybody understood me and had fun.



ahh beer: brings back a nostalgic taste. reminds me of all my friends. it's been long.