Now she's walkin' through the clouds,
with a circus smile, she's running wild.
Butterflies and zebras and moonbeams and fairytales
All she ever thinks about is riding with the wind.
When i'm sad she comes to me,
with a thousand smiles,
she gives to me free.
'It's alright it's alright', she says
'take anything you want from me.
Anything.'



sing this to myself whenever i have too many things on my mind.
love how it always cheers me up all this while.
people have been trying to dig up my story.
i'm digging theirs too (in return).
been trying hard to remember what i had, and what i lost.
them too. i guess.
it appears that nobody is alone is this world.
yet everyone is still alone.

everybody tells me
"you have to be selfish, think of your own future first."
i dont know what lies in my future too.
but it's definitely not what i'm doing now.
i prefer children and animals,
instead of paper and adults.



my laptop is down. repair fee costs me two hundred over dollars.
there goes my 1st month's salary.
luckily dad offered to fock out a little for me to lessen my burden.
i'm blogging on my brother's desktop.













coffee bean is opened again. yipee.

i wanna fly off to The maldives,
enjoy the beautiful island, and then






stay there.



i'll sit by the beach,
and wait for the ocean to cover me bit by bit.
years after years,

slowly,
i'll sink with it.

Some updates on the recent happenings:
My graduation ceremony.
Many didn't come.
But i'm so glad i didnt miss it.
It was a beautiful day indeed,
(i feel like harry potter.)



The pretty girls. (Oops! okok, only THEM.)
Mommy says my pants are gonna drop anytime,
True la. That's the reason why my belt is there,

Went to balcony bar for some chilling and catching up,
it's windy and warm up there,
but managed to grab the bed later in the night.
i'm NOT going back there again.
but the girls were fun.
Anyway, suzy, don't sulk. (i know she's not gonna read this ;p)

finally it's time to spend.
had my hair cut with ade at novena yesterday,
but i'm forever not satisfied with how it turns out.
some of them are too shoorrrrt.

since it's (partly) shopping day, orchard was the next stop.
bought a pair of pants,
but didnt have any luck with bags and shoes =((
the bag i saw at topshop during new year is out AGAIN!
why didn't i buy it?!
saw an armani jacket which had the exact design i was looking for,
love it so much, but my pocket won't allow me to bag it.
haiz.
though it's sale time, none of those i bought were the ones on sale. sadded.
at the very least, i bought something!*blinks

then had dinner with yiling at ECP.
the 3 of us had been having 'lala' recently, heee.
sang while watching the stars and plane by the beach after dinner.
i know - we're always crazy when we're together.

Jiejie said we all got to have motivation in whatever we're doing. Whatever your motivation is has to remain as your motivation. If it's fading, you'll have to look for a new one.

So i guess, it's better to have more than one motivation. Maybe three. So when one fades, there are still backups :)

my blog looks too messy and boring.
i'm goin to un-publish some posts to make it look better :)

hee. sorry if i happen to remove any post relating to anyone,
(but i guess not. looks like i'm too self-centred - blogging about myself all this while.)