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heee. nothing! just practicing my typing skills!=D
u know, pple tend to skip the 'o' and just jump straight to 'p'.
its difficult to control ur index, middle and ring finger to work accordingly,
unless u're typing it backwards.

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anyway, i'm not here to blog about this.
my aunt once commented that i always changed my tone when i talk to my dad.
撒娇.
maybe i really did.
i always thought i should talk like a girl since i'm a...er-hm. a girl?
as a result, i always try to tone my voice until the meter points 'GENTLE'
thought i always sound so rough,
and pple always think i'm a fierce and easily-irritated person.
so i tried to ask for dad's opinion today.
and he said,
"不会啦. Girls musn't be weak and fragile. Girls should be strong too, and they shouldn't be afraid of everything. If being gentle means you are weak and timid, then it is a weakness, not a strength, and it's not something you should be."
i understand him.
but somehow i can't help thinking that he's hinting me about the fact that i'm afraid of lizards too.

by the way, its their birthday tomorrow.
my dad and my big brother.
happy birthday-s.
i'm broke this time of the year.
so sorry. no presents.
but i bought a cake.
while counting the number of candles i need,
i realised their total age adds up to 77 this year.
so, happy 七十七大寿.
i'm still working on the soi fong & yoruichi sketch.
wonder if i can finish in time.

right, i'm done here.
cya next post.
tu-dulus~



Announcement: New Job

"Excited?"
"No."
"Worried?"
"Erm... nope."
"Okay then... tell me how you are feeling."
"Normal. =)"

i guess the HR executive knows i'm lying anyway.


after all the delay, the procrastinator (that's me) finally got a job. =)

just went down to sign the contract this afternoon.
at least i wont be a slacker anymore. Haha!
the truth is I'm actually pretty worried,
but that's defintely not something i want HR to know.
(who would let the company's own employee know that he/she is worried about joinin them? -.-")
anyway, the contract is just a contract to signify that i understand the terms & conditions that the company set for me. I'm not bonded.

though i dont know what awaits me in this job, i'm still glad that i've got one.
time will tell whether this is good or not.
anyway i'm lookin on the bright side 'cos i'll have my time occupied and the money!=)

new maryjane (butterfly and peony motifs)

went to buy a new pair of white maryjane shoes this morning at boon lay.
got my dad to accompany me, hee!
been thinking of buying a new pair of pumps lately but it's so difficult to find one i like.
shopped the whole day yesterday but couldn't find a pair that suits my liking.
eventually, i decided that i will go back to drawing my own shoes. =))
anyway, saw a COO from my ex-company right outside the bank this morning! and he still recognises me. =)
i used to wonder where all these directors went when they weren't in the office (cos not everyday got meeting one lo!).
Now i know alrdy.

erm... ok, haha! back to my shoes.
spent 4 hrs on this pair.
wanted to paint it initially, but dad suggested i used markers to draw instead.
find it easier to work with markers than the usual paint, really...(provided that you want something plain and simple with little colours).
mine seems very plain due to the white base (i wanted it to be black and white in the 1st place. didnt know why i added some colours in the end),
but i'm actually quite happy with it la~ heh!
i'm a simple person =D


"Nicompus"

talking to kids sometimes makes your day.
here's what i got out of today's conversation with my 2 cousins.


7yrs old: You stupid! Haha!
12yrs old: Ni-com-poos.
7yrs old: Hahaha! (turning to me) You know what it means? (shook my head) He means i'm stupid! Haha-haha! (... she's enjoying this)
12yrs old: Haha!! Ya! Nicompus!
7yrs old: Yea! You nicompus! Ha-hahaha!
Me: ....

Is 'Nicompus' even a word?!

update: the correct word for "nicompus" is nincompoop. it means a foolish or stupid person. =)) thanks, gor gor!

wish i could close my eyes forever.

finally met up with the girls again this evening.
still the same. it's the same feeling as we had in school.
have always been enjoying myself in their company.
^^*
everybody prepared some little gifts for each other,

siyuan's friendship-strap and gigi's little keychain from taiwan.
i have to think of something for them too...

Why God Loves Little Girls

Just happen to come across this little pic on the internet.
Sounds really sweet to me,
and so i thought i will share it here.
(Please dont be mistaken,
i'm not turning to christianity.)




Why God Loves Little Girls

God made our world from a great shining star
And filled it with marvelous things
Like shadows and rainbows and dimples and bees
And dreams that come true of wishes
But He needed something special and dear
To make all He'd created worthwhile
To sing songs, pick flowers, be dainty, be sweet,
To dance and sing and giggle and wink
So God made the world Little Girls
Whom forever He will cherish and love
For all of His creatures in Heaven and Earth
He sees in a Little Girl's eyes
The wonder and glory of Paradise.

maybe, a granny knot. yes. that's probably what i've made...

TKGW

"I don't know why everyone always thought Confucius was so good, so wise. He made everyone look down on someone else, women were the lowest!"

- Amy Tan, The Kitchen God's Wife

It's been long since the whole family went out together.
i really like that.
but this is so seldom...
that many times, i wished for more occasions like this =)
and i especially love it when we have dinner outside together!! hee!

One happy occasion.

finally big gorgor ('Da gor gor' cos he's the eldest) is married!!!
we've all been waiting for sooooooo long~
most of the time we gather during funerals and for unhappy stuffs,
so it's kinda nice that we have happy gatherings once in a while.
lots of kids around, but they aren't a nuisance. heee.
well.. actually the center of attention aren't the couple today
it is
.
.
.
.
.

her!!!
heee! that's En xi to you. haha! she's so damn cute la...
had a hard time taking her pics cos...she just won't cooperate~
hah!
and today is also the first time i 'jing4 cha2' haha!
to the bride and groom.
guess the adults just want us to do it for fun... and the red packets!=)

well, it's been fun. really...
especially with the baby
and the funny thing is having everybody shouting after me when i forgot to take my 'blessing'(red packet) from the bride... ;p (just imagine their funny expressions la~ tee-hee!)

so many problems.
so many insecure thoughts.
many times i just tried to swollow them down.
but my mood just got worst and worst.
and my temper is about to be shown to the world.
it's like my tears won't flow...
and i can't even scream if i want to.
i've got nowhere to spill everything.
yes. but who in the world doesnt have problems...


"Tearless grief bleeds inwardly"
-Christian Nevell Bovee

Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind;
And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind.

-William Shakespeare, A Midsummer Night's Dream







Since not many people are interested in this blog, so it's ok for me to post this now.
Not many pple will see anyway.
Drew these like 3 or 4 months ago (or maybe even longer).
Just got them out from my sketch book today.
Not very nice... =(
Used my free time to colour one of them today. Heee!
But it sucks... i can't colour la~
that's the honesty of art.. shows off your level so clearly.
But dad consoled me and said it's nice. Haiz, he always does that.

Thumper's sketch is my favourite.
Just love pictures of small animals, with an air filled with innocence.
Makes people feel happy too.

tried to resume my normal eating habit today.
drank a cup of milo, and had 2 pieces of bread for breakfast.
but no.
they gave me the runs.
had maggie mee with cooked egg for lunch,
no again.
they too, gave me the runs.


if this still doesn't stop,
i'll die...
.