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Buying tears with screams

sometimes i don't know how fake i should be to those creatures in order to continue to survive there for that two months more.

Happy Birthday to Eugene 25.06

School for an hour

went back to school today. Weeee!
i'm soooo happy. Hee!
Ngee ann does change alot. haha! Not like the old dirty plain building anymore.

Adidas

O! How I hate it there!

how realistic!
how realistic these pple are!
no need to go beijing, there are skillful face-changers in here.
no need for splendid shows. I watch them everyday.
such wonderful shows. performed just for me.
the only difference should be the beautiful masks used in beijing and the ugly faces here.
how bad it is, to hear other interns tell me they are having a hard time too.

but it's nice to have huiwen to drop by my desk sometimes, nice of eugene to offer to take my place at the reception for me to have my breakfast, nice of jerine to bring me snacks from the pantry at 3, and nice of adeline to help me out with so so sooo much of my job...and really nice to have many others to joke around at lunch.


bad environments makes you realise and appreciate small things even more.
i love my mom. cant bother if she nag at me or not.
haha..

When things arent smooth...if nothing goes your way. And nobody lends you a hand...

I can't even save myself.

My lesson starts here.

Love Mom.

Sometimes i really love my mom alot alot.
It's like i can stick to her all day, "force" her to do things with me and i hav the urge to call her every few minutes.
It's like i just want to be home and do every thing with her. Though she never gave me top priority. Haha!
She saves all her top priorities for her mom.

These few days, ever since i'm back from the trip, seems to me that every thing has changed.
Only the 3 of them stayed the same. Haha!
Am really touched that they were the ones who had supported me and given me confidence when i'm facing those difficulties.

They must be real.
My family must be real.
The first few who are real to me. (And of cos! There are still my frens too)






Taking off

Ah.. My work companion must be enjoying herself in Hong Kong now.
It's been long since i last flew.
I wanna fly too. Haha!

Diving in Dayang

Finally had the time to host and upload the pics.
This trip was an amazing one.












there are lots of this weed in 1 of the dive sites. Almost had me tangled up, haha!






Those close to my heart

Just when i'm gaining something new, i'm actually losing something else. Something that i dont want to lose.